Tuesday
"How had their world fallen into chaos? Was it because the individuals contained in their own psyches some characteristics fundamentally incompatible with the social whole? Or was it the whole as such that distorted, paralyzed, and destroyed the individuals who composed it? Or again, was there perhaps never a rhythmic social whole at all, only an illusion of unified movement resulting from an accidental articulation of fundamentally incohesive, individualized parts?"
Thursday
the streets so dull
with life
touching softly
gathering objects of no worth
crepes that led to nothing but shallow offers
hoping to die on the street
gay glittered men of no use a tease for the taint
going to Safeway became a sexual ritualistic pursuit for happiness
I live in a modern Fred Meyer world
am not alone or afraid
venti soy caramel frappuccino
with life
touching softly
gathering objects of no worth
crepes that led to nothing but shallow offers
hoping to die on the street
gay glittered men of no use a tease for the taint
going to Safeway became a sexual ritualistic pursuit for happiness
I live in a modern Fred Meyer world
am not alone or afraid
venti soy caramel frappuccino
Sunday
two canvas sacks the length of heel to toe
a shiny object near the ocean
a small wedding ceremony of man||wife||waves to my back
black tie
cream gown long black hair
six pairs of shoes and a white lighthouse
blue waves
plenty of water
upon entering a crowd 2 buff men
one cocoa one beige
(whom i always seem to refer back to)
begin digging in the ground and soon slowly lift an olive green fish net from a cavity in the earth.
a baby piglet, charbroiled and mangled no choice but to lay quietly in the net
i thought of you in your torment
how it must feel to crave the flesh of something so forbidden
the wedding party enters the lighthouse
meanwhile my two buff strangers begin to perspire in a manner much unsuitable for eyes who hunger for her mans fleshy bits
(hibernating in the attic)
and i think of you again, your mind so tangled
lies laid on lies
my two buff men lift the piglet high into the air at this very moment
the fleshy bits; a melting candle
don't care too much for meaty flavored innards
have i lost my love for meaty flavored innards
surely we are not out of love so soon
the married couple is nowhere to be seen
and already jaded by the sight of the melting piglet
quietly i sip a mai tai and think of nothing
a shiny object near the ocean
a small wedding ceremony of man||wife||waves to my back
black tie
cream gown long black hair
six pairs of shoes and a white lighthouse
blue waves
plenty of water
upon entering a crowd 2 buff men
one cocoa one beige
(whom i always seem to refer back to)
begin digging in the ground and soon slowly lift an olive green fish net from a cavity in the earth.
a baby piglet, charbroiled and mangled no choice but to lay quietly in the net
i thought of you in your torment
how it must feel to crave the flesh of something so forbidden
the wedding party enters the lighthouse
meanwhile my two buff strangers begin to perspire in a manner much unsuitable for eyes who hunger for her mans fleshy bits
(hibernating in the attic)
and i think of you again, your mind so tangled
lies laid on lies
my two buff men lift the piglet high into the air at this very moment
the fleshy bits; a melting candle
don't care too much for meaty flavored innards
have i lost my love for meaty flavored innards
surely we are not out of love so soon
the married couple is nowhere to be seen
and already jaded by the sight of the melting piglet
quietly i sip a mai tai and think of nothing
Wednesday
Sunday
you do not live in a fantasy world as i had suspected
why were my half conceived thoughts so nervous if you would not have
received them correctly to begin with
im scared and feel as though my body gets sicker everyday
i can no longer connect fragmented pieces as before
my hands lay idle but i can hear everything going on around me
why were my half conceived thoughts so nervous if you would not have
received them correctly to begin with
im scared and feel as though my body gets sicker everyday
i can no longer connect fragmented pieces as before
my hands lay idle but i can hear everything going on around me
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